i miss him

Theres something thats really bothering me. I love this guy soo much sometimes i dont know why i put up with all the crap that I do. Ive had his back when no one else did, i just wish we could be like we were. He would spend time with me and i was feeling like i could be myself around him but now hes acting distant and it hurts to be treated like i dont matter.I feel this connection like he will be like he was i just need to be patient and give it a little more time.I have my sis mel to thank for listening to me and for caring and keep saying dont give up! thanx sis and my other sis crystal shes also been there for me!its just really hard for me right now because when im around him i feel its right this is the guy im suppose to be with and ive tried dating other guys but no one compares to this one . I just cnt wait to get back what i had how close we were and hopefully we will spend every moment together to make up for all the lost time. i really miss him and want him to miss me and care for me realize im a great girl and realize we belong together!